Turning over a new leaf

So let me start off by saying the show Toddlers and Tiaras is scary!!!


Okay got that out of the way. So today was a pretty tame day... I have yet to talk to my Dad, but my mom and I had a long conversation about where I'm going, and what I need to do. I may not always recognize it, or say it out loud, but my parents do a lot for me. Even though they drive me absolutely crazy.


I'll be honest though the troubles with my parents are the last things on my mind. It seems my past is catching up with me. Every time I log on to Myspace, or Facebook there are pictures posted up of my old friends, and their new friends with their new parties. It seems that the reasons I left are pretty pointless now. It hurts to see them forgetting about me, moving on and enjoying life. Where as I just feel stuck. I have friends, but we're not nearly as close as I was with my old ones. I left to gain independence and have fun, which isn't working out to well so far.


I have high hopes though I've decided to move into the dorms at Dixie which means I leave in August. I'm hoping this will give me the chance to make new friends, as well as focus on school. I have to make a lot of changes though so I sat down today and made a list of things that need to change:


#1 Do better in School
#2 Get Organized
#3 Lose Weight
#4 Get a Job/ Save Money
#5 Start taking care of myself i.e. getting ready for bed, eating healthier, etc.
#6 Go to bed/Wake up earlier
I'm hoping that I can start being healthier mentally, emotionally, and physically, because once I'm 3 and half hours away I wont have my parents to fall back on!
I'm hoping to get a job in the next two weeks, and start saving money, and quick!!! I'm sure I'll take a couple summer courses even if their just online.


Above anything I've gotta stop watching TLC I always just feel crappy after the shows...right now I'm watching "The Lottery Changed My Life" ... wish I could say the same!!!


Loves and Laughs,
Mosley